I love Jimmy Eat World more than life itself.

Feeling: ecstatic
Music is love: Jimmy Eat World - Electable

Okay, so I don't really have a sunburn. However, I am in the most fabulous mood right now. The sun is shining, it's wonderful outside, and I  wore a skirt and sandals today. Driving with the windows down, blaring music, singing at the top of my lungs. I feel like hugging everyone I see and telling them how much I love them. I'm just in the best mood ever. Happy day.

Feeling: happy
Music is love: Something Corporate - Hurricane

Two months until the end of the semester. It's half way over. I feel like I'm going to go insane before I find the end of it. It's times like these I wish I went to a school that was on the quarter system. That way by the time I got bored of a class, it would be over instead of dragging on for 7 more weeks.

To make things even more interesting, for the better part of my spring break I was in total emo-mode. I'm never like that. I'm always so happy. So please tell me why, on a week with no school and full of awesome shows, was I feeling so low? I was fine until Wednesday. Maybe it was post-awesome depression? Tuesday night was beyond incredible. Maybe it was me being stupid about impossibilities? Most likely that one is the answer. Or perhaps a combination of both. For the rest of the week through Saturday I just felt like curling up into a ball with a cozy blanket and watching movies by myself. On Sunday I was too angry about going back to school today to be emo. But for those four days, I felt miserable. I hated it. I knew I was being silly, and that I wasn't making sense. I really had nothing I feel was valid to be upset about. I feel okay now, I guess. I feel like I'm over it. I still have this thought in the back of my mind that I was just being stupid though. I shouldn't discount my feelings, because all feelings are valid. I just feel dumb for being upset over what I think was bothering me. I need to get over it and come back to reality.

Music is love: Cold War Kids - Hang Me Up To Dry

I always find myself in this position. Up at 4 am washing clothes because I have nothing to wear the next day. I think it takes a special type of procrastination to manage this. Procrastination is something that I have found I am very proficient  at. No matter what it is, I always wait until i absolutely have to do it. School, housework, whatever.

Lack of motivation? Probably. Someone please make me have the desire to accomplish things.

Music is love: Firescape - Wasted

I just deleted my old lj account. It feels weird to not have it anymore, even though I haven't posted in it in over 4 years. It was always there for me to look back on and say to myself  "what the fuck was I thinking?"  Regardless of what I was thinking at the time, it still held some memories from my Senior year of high school. Like my last nsync concert and my first rock show. I went back and read it before I deleted it. So much of it was pointless quizzes, but the occasional recount of some awkward journey made me smile.

I could go back and save it if I start having separation anxiety. Sometimes it is nice to remember where you came from.

Feeling: nostalgic
Music is love: Brand New - Jesus Christ

Yet again I make a livejournal. I hope I can entertain any readers as much as I entertain myself. I hope that I can use this as a place that I can share my thoughts and experiences, even though I seem to fail at sharing these most of the time. I'm going to make this short, but extremely sweet. Until later, my friends.

Feeling: calm
Music is love: Eels - Saturday Morning